Getting on with living

Well, the good news is for the past 4 months my tumour markers have been reducing. So they have gone from 120, to 80, to 40 , to 30, which they say is now a normal level. The oncologist says if there was a textbook response to treatment I am it. Still on xgeva injection every 4 week's, and the rads are finally doing their work and minimising the pain. The worst pain I get now is when I over do things! So heading towards remission I hope. Only having endone in the evening, and paradol osteo now and then.
Life is good..still feels surreal, how can I feel so good, and be so sick? A bit like the phoney war!