However, as I was heading towards 8 days off work on long service leave to play with race cars I tried to ignore it... just scoffing down endone each evening.
By the time I was on leave the pain was manageable even with the long days trackside, although sleep was hard (most of my pain is in my hips/pelvis). Alcohol was still not good, and I preferred to just drink water, after having felt seedy for way longer than I should have after a couple of after race drinks.
First day back from leave was also my next denosumab/xgeva shot, and I detailed the increased pain. I see my onc each injection day as I have it at Cabrinin Day Oncology. So he has upped my fentanyl patch and ordered bone and CT scans which I had yesterday.
Curiously the scan day began normally, I had the CT first, then went and had the nuclear med injected into the canula left in my arm. They didn't say much with the CT, but then neither did I. Everything moved smoothly. I have clearly lost weight as the attractive gown closed easily this year (15kgs lighter)
My Friday was supposed to be wonderful, spending time with my sister who has driven down from Queensland for a week, we had planned a day of manicures and fun... instead she drove me back to the afternoon session for the bone scan!
By the time I was on leave the pain was manageable even with the long days trackside, although sleep was hard (most of my pain is in my hips/pelvis). Alcohol was still not good, and I preferred to just drink water, after having felt seedy for way longer than I should have after a couple of after race drinks.
First day back from leave was also my next denosumab/xgeva shot, and I detailed the increased pain. I see my onc each injection day as I have it at Cabrinin Day Oncology. So he has upped my fentanyl patch and ordered bone and CT scans which I had yesterday.
Curiously the scan day began normally, I had the CT first, then went and had the nuclear med injected into the canula left in my arm. They didn't say much with the CT, but then neither did I. Everything moved smoothly. I have clearly lost weight as the attractive gown closed easily this year (15kgs lighter)
My Friday was supposed to be wonderful, spending time with my sister who has driven down from Queensland for a week, we had planned a day of manicures and fun... instead she drove me back to the afternoon session for the bone scan!
I went to mum's for lunch with her and sister (we had planned a much different day) then returned for my bone scan. There were obviously things that they saw... and by the time my head was out of the first one and I could see the screen, I knew the areas in my pelvis etc were showing lots of lights. They also did extra scans of my chest and then I went in for a 3D one, detailed bone scan with overlaid CT "to try and get to the bottom of the lower back/pelvis pain".
It ended up with the doctor coming out to see me, and say that she was happy that it was mostly stable, although there were still a few spots she wanted to investigate and compare to the last one...
This has left me in a very confused state... my sister had accompanied me for the first time... she heard stable and was over the moon... I wondered why the doctor was telling me this... what weren't they telling me? did they want me to relax over the weekend and not worry...
Ahhhhhh as I said initially scanxiety (which my sister was impressed was even a word....LOL) not happy regardless of the result... and even with a stronger patch... I have been teary at work and in heaps of pain... arghhhhh... so now... as the pain is breaking through again, off for more endone, panadol osteo and sleep.
